Friday, February 10, 2012

Friendship....And it's true meaning ....

Today starts an entire different experience for my dear bestfriend... New place, new work, new friends and a lot more new things and experiences... It is amazing to feel so proud of the people you care about with their achievements and courage to try new things and not be afraid of the setbacks it brings.

Despite of the sadness that I feel right now, I am overwhelmed with joy and happiness for I know my friend is following her dream. I, in the first place encouraged her to do this though I know she will go somewhere that we cant get to see her often. Friendship doesn't stop when friends no longer see each other. Friendship stays in the heart and no matter how far the distance is, you still stay connected. You may not be there physically or don't get to talk all the time, but when you do, it will still feel like you have never left at all. Being a true friend means letting go of the people that means so much and just be there to cheer for them and be proud of their achievements. As they say, change is the only most permanent thing in this world. You cannot hold on to something so precious at all times eventhough they mean so much to you.

Aubrey, you know how bad I am expressing how I feel but you know what, you're the one who taught me to. Well, I'm still trying actually :-) You have been one of the best person I have known, our bond no matter what happen will always be there. You are my sister after all (legal papers signed and sealed btw, hahaha) You have been there for me and my family through ups and downs, you never get tired of listening to me. And I can't thank you enough. Know that whatever happens we are just here for you.

Keep safe always. You are a very intelligent woman and you'll do just fine. If you ever get tired of the city, come HOME to us to breathe some fresh air for a bit. I will SOOOO MISSS YOU but knowing that you are happy with this change brings a smile on my face. I LOVE YOU my dear and the great 4 years of friendship that we have shared and a LIFETIME more. xoxo





Tuesday, February 7, 2012

You in the Past...

This last few months has been one of the hardest... I am going through some rough patches recently and my only way of trying to find myself is to try and think of the past. It's sad when a good relationship ends up being so stagnant where when it all started it was the best ever. It is really true that it is up to the both of you on how you keep the fire burning. Now Im clinging on the past to remind me how good we are together then, how wonderful it is to be with the person you chose to be with for the rest of your life. I know things has changed, I am afraid that my feelings will too if I dont do something now. I just wish he will realize he needs to give his share too :(

Sunday, February 5, 2012

Just Me


Everyday is a blessing from God that we all have to be thankful for. I may be miles away from the people i love dearly, but I have my husband and my daughter by my side to give me strength and my Lord who gives me the reason to live.